Saturday, July 4, 2009

Change

With this new shift... friends have disappeared. Ideas have imploded. Its slowing down. All of it. And I find myself sleeping with one eye open. But the sleep is better than ever. I cant imagine what it will be like with two shut lids.
My heart keeps shooting revenge in the throat. He is becoming weaker and weaker as my piggy bank is filling up. Filling up with hope and laughter. Not a laugh with "I told you so" trailing it. But a laugh from the pits of clarity. Laughter with vision. Vision of something different. Not bad. Not good. Maybe amazing. My family can see it. Can you? Everything with inside me feels it. Can you? My wallet smells it. Can you? I want it more now than ever. Do you?

1 comment:

Ian Hall said...

Drew, you are a flawed man like the rest of us. What makes you genuine is your willingness to admit it and your ability to turn it into something clever; I always have and it has made me free. But, beware, there are those who will resent it. Unlike the platitudes of our childhood, honesty is rarely the best policy - people will hate you for it. Just remember, there is more and it will always seem like less. Silly matters, especially when stupid people don't get it!