Soul

I keep putting myself through hell for no apparent reason. Long days and late nights of misery. And it is literally killing me. Chopping off chunks of my soul. It has slowed down since I was younger but it needs to stop completely. It is in someway denying God. Telling him that I have found something better. But the truth is... I haven't found something better. God is best thing we all have. Nothing is higher or more important than him. Nothing is greater than God's love for us. And I have prayed for this to pass. I have prayed for divine intervention. I asked and I received.

Recently, right before I committed suicide of the soul, an angel came to my home and saved me. We discussed music, drugs, siblings and friendships while enjoying some root beer and waffles. We laughed and spoke of the great pleasures of life. She saved me. She saved me from taking an axe to the soul. God sent her. Right before I gave up... he showed me mercy.

My soul is worth saving. Your soul is worth saving. God wants to save us. He wants to water our souls like flowers. You and I are walking around craving something. We all long for something. We usually think its a car or a significant other but really our souls are crying out for God. We are thirsty. And if we deny ourselves the love God has for us, we dry up. We wither way like a dead flower. We become cold hearted and unhappy. We lose sight of what's real.

If your thirsty, ask for some water. Ask God for help. He will always come through. He provides. He sends angels. He sent me an angel with a watering can.